25. i do love myself. but do i like myself?
no matter what i say, i do love myself. i should remind myself of that. the question is, do i like myself?
i don't know. this is a hard thing to understand. how do you know if you love yourself or hate yourself? well, i certainly know when i hate myself. i guess there's moments when i love that i'm doing something and that i brought myself to that moment to do that thing. like biking down to ocean beach or drinking out of a fever-tree soda on the N line to embarcadero.
how do you know if you like yourself?
i suspect i don't like myself very much. and that's okay, at least right now. it's okay to wish i liked myself more.
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