78. paste a benzo in my mouth
one of my greatest feers (yes, feers) is that i am being too needy and people will look down upon me for that. i'll be shunned for my desires. actually, no. not even that. the feer is that i'm disgusting. repulsive.
i don't know if this is true or not. it's just what i feel like saying right now.
right now, i feel a little cold up top and cold around my shins. probably because i'm topless and my legs are covered in short shorts. the shorts reach half of my thighs.