11. tight hips
my ass has been stewing in a chair since 11 PM writing my med school personal statement essay. it's 3:25 AM right now. i can't tell if it's because i'm experiencing post-workout muscle soreness in particularly my glutes, but i feel it in my hips. and my lower back. it feels like i'm unfolding my body after it's been crumpled together. so it kinda aches, the kind of ache that hurts but also strangely i kinda like it. just like muscle soreness.
i guess it's because i know i'm feeling something.
hey, today i was completely sober! well, i probably have some traces of THC in my blood. maybe even a little alcohol too. but hey, it was just a plain and pure sober night and i'm happy. i'm happy. and especially at this hour. hm. i guess my body has adapted. i'm tired and ready to sleep, but the tiredness is a regular 10 pm kind of tired. it's been a peaceful night. my landlord's mom cooked chinese pork and chicken dishes for all of us and i had two bowls.
this is how friday nights should be. long. forgettable, maybe, yet memorable. full of passion. full of attention.
do i have your attention? i sure have my own when i'm writing.
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